I'm just a collection of atoms

Things I need to do by tomorrow:

  • Clean my room
  • Read the Great Gatsby
  • Do an online Astronomy quiz
  • Take notes on/read two chapters of my history book
  • Study for an AP Chem unit test
  • Write a personal narrative essay
Things I have done today so far:
  • Went out to breakfast
  • Took a nap

Listening to Queen and reading about thermodynamics and electrochemistry.

I’ve definitely had worse Sunday nights.

Today will consist of helping film recruiting videos, jumping in Lake Stevens afterwards, and watching more softball on tv.

And maybe some homework… or more procrastination. Yeah, that’s more likely.

For English, we have to write a personal narrative/positive trait/college app essay. I am writing about being intellectually curious.

It’s really hard for me not to just write.. like…

I just really love NASA and I love space and science and math is alright and I just have so many questions about everything and it drives me crazy when I can’t get an immediate answer but at the same time that’s what makes it beautiful and why I am still interested in it I wish more people understood how I feel about these things and that more people could experience the feeling I get when I watch a shuttle launch or when I hear Carl Sagan or Neil deGrasse Tyson talk about the cosmos or when I listen to Stephen Hawking discuss things that I really don’t completely understand but I want to understand It’s just like this feeling like my heart is going to jump out of my chest and I want to shout out how much I love these intelligent people and I really which I could just be friends with some of these geniuses and spend all day talking about space and equations and theories and whatever the hell we want because it’s just science and science is so wonderful and I just sdfghmjvb;abjksfak’jfnksfjbasdkfjansdfl’kansdflsaknel 

So much to do.

So little motivation.

I have an online astronomy quiz due by midnight that I have yet to start.. There’s no point in heightening my anxiety by procrastinating even more than I have.. Especially since the lowest quiz score of the quarter will be dropped, so if I fail this one and do well on the others it will all be good… I just hate not giving my favorite subjects the love they deserve.